Words from my Heart...

Have'nt been able to do any blogging since Ramadhan.... Didn't expect that the whole family was gonna fall in ill at the end of Ramadhan This year, Eid happened to be only lukewarm with us visiting about 10 houses every weekend. We also did not receive much visitors because we were sick all the time.... I must say, this must be one of the most quiet Eid.  As I am typing this now, I am still nursing one of my worse cough episode in history...Its nearly a month with 2 MCs in the bag. X-Ray results showed my chest is good and no signs of pneumonia or any lung infections.   Mak making Dua on the night of Shawal This was with Mak on the night of Shawl 2016 @ Masjid Al Abdul Razak.  I am so thankful, she got to be at the masjid with me and her cucus that night.....it seems to be a yearly tradition that I bring her to the masjid for takbir. Thank you Allah for allowing me to spend time with my mother. Ameen.

In my house,  there is a Musolla, where I do my prayers, read the Quran, zikir,  and basically just be alone...... This place calms me .... calms my worried soul.... hopefully, when we move, if we ever, than I can find a little space for our very own Musollah again.... I feel like I am going through something similar to last year,  I must cling on to ALLAH's Will......

And so this will be another first for me. Wisdom tooth extraction next Friday Insya'Allah.... Went to see my dentist, Dr Rudy at Bedok, T32 just now.  My top left Molar was hurting, but the pain comes and goes.  Had to do an X-ray, and I found out that my Top Left wisdom tooth was erupting and it was erupting in the direction of the molar.  Thus, the 'comes and go' pain when it tooth erupts. It was pushing the molar giving me a sort of throbbing itchy pain. Dr Rudy recommended that we do an op under local anesthetic soonest to take out the Top wisdom tooth. Truth is, I am scared of  the pain, injections and blood, but seems that in order to be Wise, one will have to first undergo wisdom tooth extraction...haha...well, thats a joke, I thought to myself.   Dr Rudy wanted to do the Op straight away. It will cost around $650 which can be paid all through Medisave except for GST.  Since I will be going for a big dinner this com...

Why is the woman’s heart so soft? Why is my heart so soft? Allah is the controller of hearts, and he has made my heart soft. Hubby is seriously considering a career move and with that we may have to relocate. Meantime, he will do something else, another job..... It’s a noble job.... and nothing to be ashamed about. I poured out my feelings again to him...on our way back from Habib Ali’s Halaqah. Dear Men out there..... give your wife the attention they deserve. Even more if possible. A happy wife, is a Happy you..... Am I in a mid life crisis? Why am I Always asking for love and affection? I never used to be like this.... I feel so down now. I am always asking for my own time. I don't like it when Hubby is firm to me. I want him to be loving all the time. I get so sensitive easily. My typical day seems to be :  I come home from work, and I have a 6 year old angel clinging on me, telling me her day’s story...and a...

We have booked our December Trip, and Bibik is going back for 10 days while we go on Holiday. Insya'Allah staying positive and hoping things will go as plan... Allah is the best of Planners, we as humans can only plan and pray.

Its was something impromptu. We met after work, walked around and ended up sharing a glass of avacado juice before heading home to the kids.... that one hour together meant alot to me : )

just something random.... happy happy days ahead...insya'allah.... Thank God for all the blessings.....  This is Sweetie. My Kids gave her this name because they cannot think of any other name and they didn't want to name her Ginger the Cat..... Sweetie greets me every morning when I go down to go to work, and I will say "Assalamu'Alaikum Sweetie" Very friendly and loving cat.....a stray by the way. and every time we go down, we will look for Sweetie.... Pictures of my coffee and choc waffles of which I am addicted to for the pass few days... : )

I went to nearby Gym for the first time yesterday. Suka sangat, besar tempat dia, for a Monday evening, it was relatively pack but still there were lots of equipments for me to use freely. This novice at the gym tried the bicycle, treadmill, stair-climber, abs machine and finally I did the rower. You know, as if I was rowing the dragon boat? While I tried the treadmill, I could see my kids swimming downstairs while the helper took care of them. Only thing was I didn’t on my MP3 thus, it was a liitle lonely for me. I burned lottsa calories. Each equipment, had a calorie counter, and I ensured to burn at least 50 calories on each equipment that I tried. That was good enough for me however the girl beside me on the bicycle cycled so fast she burned 200 calories in one sitting….. Hur hur….. well, I tried my best and 50 was a good enough. Ive officially moved. Alhamdullilah…..I want to learn more about this town. My previous place was an old kampong town where lott...

Looking at the flowers at my colleagues desk makes me feel happy and reminded of the days where my hubby used to buy flowers for me.  Those days, we were engaged and he needed alot of prompting before he would buy me flowers. He bought me purple Tulips from Amsterdam and lottsa of roses after that.  He said, he'd rather buy watches for me.  I guess he dont get the idea of buying something that does not last. Flowers has its own way in a woman's heart no? 

Assalamu'Alaikum warahmatullulahi Wabarakatuh.....