Words from my Heart...

Abang came in my bedroom and asked me somethings..I cant remember what he was asking but I answered him. He said OK and he left the room. He walked out looking lonely. Ummi: Abang, Ummi Love you.... Abang: *kept walking* Ummi: I love you Abang.... Abang : *went in his room* Ummi: Abang, I love you.... Abang: He sat alone on his bed. I felt sad that he did not respond. Could it be I have been too strict with him with all the school work and stuff? **********************Next Day****************************   We were in the clinic. Waiting for our turn. Adik was not feeling well.   Abang: Ummi, I dreamt of you last night.   Ummi: *excited that Abang dreamt of me* Really? Why Me?   Abang: Because I miss you....   Some people heard our conversation and because to smile lovingly to Abang.....   I went Awwwww.....I miss you too Sayang. Hugged Abang and kissed him... *Alhamdullilah*   #Beautiful Memories.......

Looking forward...Insya'allah... June Holidays 2013 ! I told the kids last week, we will start packing on Wednesday...which is Today...... Since they heard that, they kept waiting for Wednesday to come and they kept reminding me that we will packo packo on Wednesday night yar... huhuhu..... Yeah we are excited..... Put school aside..I want my kids to enjoy this one!

  The steps leading to Maqam Habib Nuh   Amongst my favourite place to be at in Singapore is Masjid Salleh (Palmer Road) where you can find the maqam of Awliya Habib Nuh Alhabshi. Those who know me well would probably already know that I will visit the maqam, to make dua in presence of 'Wali Allah' Habib Nuh. I will ask that with the blessings of this holy being, that Allah swt grant my dua.   I often come to this place, either myself, with my kids or with my husband and at times, I will bring my mother.   Needless to say, my faith in being at this holy site grows stronger after a few of my dua was granted instantaneously and I could feel the blessings of  being at this place.   Last night, we made an impromptu visit to the Maqam as it was nearly Magrib and we were heading back from driving to NOL building near Alexander Road. Hubby suggested we go to Masjid Mydin for Magrib but I randomly suggested we head to the Maqam since our tru...

Ok so maybe its gonna be a monthly blogging entry from now on ... Just too busy to even log in to read my entries nowadays although there are some blogs i still read religiously.... February hasn't been easy as well. I am facing alot of challenge with Abang and his school as well as work. At work, I must constantly perform and at times , I haven't been able to do that, unlike my other team lead who is just superb. At home, I am guiding Abang on life as a primary school student. I am wondering if Abang has ADHD or does he just have a temper problem. He is the sweetest boy,  because I am his mother and I can see the times when he try to be good. But others don't see that, and I am still struggling with this issue. In just 2 months, I am already getting lots of calls from his teachers. But the good thing is he is improving slightly and I hope, he will soar.... Its not easy being me....I am learning to remove unnecessary emotions. I don't have time fo...

It’s probably whimsical to say that 2013 might be a pressurising year for me as January has just passed and the future might be too infinite to predict with vast possibilities is every second. January hasn’t been lenient but I am thankful. I don’t expect life to be a bed of roses, but I am afraid of challenges. When it comes, I must learn to tackle it in a composed manner. Work has been assiduous. I was preparing for a migration. It took some effort albeit being a small project. As I am typing this diary, I am glad that the migration went well despite some hiccups on the migration night. Home was more of a concern. No more night TVs for me and the kids as nights are mostly for homework and revision except Fridays. Weekends are spent on classes, sports and spelling. The education is Singapore is so competitive, I cant help pushing Abang as he is lagging behind in reading and writing. He, being so used to the helper now have to face independence in front of his face, while ...

Its been awhile. I received raved reviews for my Nov 2012 Migration Project. The company gave a shoutout on my good work and my management cheered me on with a card with all the well wishes written on it by my managers. Alhamdullilah, it wasn't an easy road to achieve it and I had alot of hard knocks before the actual Migration. Hard work pays off especially in my company. So many thoughts, so little time. So many events, most of them rushing. We all fell sick during the Christmas week. Coincidentally, I was on leave, so Alhamdullilah for the timing. But full fledge Flu IS really painful and next year, I will take the flu jab as advised by my doctor... The flu hurt my bones, and at one point, I had to sit and pray because I was just too weak. Its what you call Demam Urat in Malay. Kids and hubby had it bad too. This episode reminds me to do good deed when I am healthy and not wait till I am old and dying. Flu alone made me weak and unable to do much except curling ...

Its Nov 2012 , nearing year end   I will be very busy for the next few weeks,   handling a big project, and we are shorthanded as some staff are clearing leave this year end.   The people around me are busy too. No one is to blame. Everyone is pulling their weight here.   I am multi-tasking, putting on a positive front, but rather unsure if I can pull it through....I am stressed.   Thinking of the kids, will they be neglected? but I am doing all this for them.   Hubby will be doing something  very new next month, also a challenge....I need to be supportive. He needs to be supportive. I hope the kids understand.   May God give us ease to whatever is difficult.   Amiin.