Memoirs of the Good Wife ~ Lovey
What have I been up to lately? Well, things got so much better at home.. Alhamdullilah...Alhamdullilah…Alhamdullilah… I am calmer, my appetite to eat has returned.... Though the hurtful topic comes up now and then, I believe, he knows I love him very much and how I wanna save my marriage and have changed myself to ensure he is happy and he is number 1 is my life after Allah and Rasullulah…. I believe I have done my best to let him know, how it is hard for me to accept polygamy, and how much I love him and need him in my life, together with the kids. I believe he loves me, even stronger now, and he is happy with how I am taking care of him… we are stronger as a couple, and we share our emotions more now. More hugs, more kisses, more holdings hands….. I know, he still hopes for what he dreams of which is to have me and her at the same time, but maybe he knows, chances are slim… I thank Allah that she is quiet and perhaps not the least bit interested;