~ I should be Focus...
Focusing on what's my more important task and not being depress on staying at a temporary place and how uncomfortable I feel.
There are more important issues like the new house and adapting to the changes and being strong for my kids rather than worrying about my temporary loss of privacy.
~ Looks like I managed to find the answers my self just by writing and reading my own words in print !
Things will get better Insya'Allah.