The urged to blog was blocked for the last few days as I wasnt sure of my feelings. 

Was I being too dramatic, or was my feelings for real?
What is her agenda, and What does he really wants? 
Why are they doing this to me? Or am I just assuming. 

Can I feel jealous or can I be possesive. Or must I be classy and chuck aside such "lonely housewives" feelings?

All I know is I am hurt, and it may take awhile to heal the heart back.

I looked at the kids faces, I thought of my future, and I know certainly I dont want to part with my hubby unless death parts us....
We crossed our 7th year together....Alhamdullilah....He is the best husband for me.

and I am praying hard that Allah will protect our marriage.