The Journey ....Better Mom

I was driving on my own yesterday morning,

in a sombre mood....

quiet.... the car was quiet without the kids.....

 and my mind was thinking of the kids and how some people blame me for Abang's behavioural issues.

 

Then this song came on radio and I was singing along to it...

Unknowingly, I changed the lyrics while singing....tears falling...

I could relate the lyrics as though I was going through what the Robbie Williams is singing....

Its like...hey moms...this is our anthem when people label us "bad parents" yet We Do our BEST.  

 

*weak smile*...... here, this is a break from the seriousness of it all...

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better mom.
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals through the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better mom.
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better mom.