Her Name....

My heart feels cramp. It is indeed stressful for me.
Didn’t realise that I will get very affected by what I saw on your handphone yesterday.
It was her name.
She must be too perfect. Single and holding a good job.
My body feels pain, chest feels heavy and all I feel like doing is cry.
It’s not fair to the kids.  They deserve to be in a happy environment, happy family.
I didn’t want to bring this to work, but the pain was just unbearable.
You are a good man, a good husband.
We are happy....
But why....I just can’t understand.
I broke down in front of D. We talked.
My eyes are hurting.  Sharp.
 Don’t you know it hurt us so?