~ Breathless
Sitting here, looking at my laptop...
I realised I have been feeling this way for a while now.
My chest feels heavy, my brain feels tired as though I lack sleep
and I feel breathless.
Had a few black outs although quick like 1-2 seconds of it for the past few weeks. The ground sometimes moves and I have to stop my track for awhile.
Yesterday, after Break Fast, I went to see Dr Chung.
For one, I have low blood. All this while, my blood was normal.
This is rather surprising cos I do eat red meat, so to have low blood seems quite strange to me.
and the DR said I need to rest and try not to be stressed.
I am fine really. I am not stressed. I have learnt to accept things as it is enough to not cry out loud...
I really don't know how to tell the DR that I am quite privileged to have a helper at my beck and call. I am just tired with work mostly ...of which, today I felt really unappreciated by boss comments.
It seems 1 tiny mistake can make her forget what effort I have put in my job...or maybe am just being sensitive.
Well as long as God knows how serious I take my job. Its fine. Life is full of happiness and disappointments.
For now, i need to stay healthy. My kids need me.
a thought that ran pass my mind too....
"Ya Allah....bila tiba masanya aku berdepan dengan dia, engkau Tabah kan lah diriku, dan mudah kan lah Aku terimanya dengan seIkhlas hati ku."
I realised I have been feeling this way for a while now.
My chest feels heavy, my brain feels tired as though I lack sleep
and I feel breathless.
Had a few black outs although quick like 1-2 seconds of it for the past few weeks. The ground sometimes moves and I have to stop my track for awhile.
Yesterday, after Break Fast, I went to see Dr Chung.
For one, I have low blood. All this while, my blood was normal.
This is rather surprising cos I do eat red meat, so to have low blood seems quite strange to me.
and the DR said I need to rest and try not to be stressed.
I am fine really. I am not stressed. I have learnt to accept things as it is enough to not cry out loud...
I really don't know how to tell the DR that I am quite privileged to have a helper at my beck and call. I am just tired with work mostly ...of which, today I felt really unappreciated by boss comments.
It seems 1 tiny mistake can make her forget what effort I have put in my job...or maybe am just being sensitive.
Well as long as God knows how serious I take my job. Its fine. Life is full of happiness and disappointments.
For now, i need to stay healthy. My kids need me.
a thought that ran pass my mind too....
"Ya Allah....bila tiba masanya aku berdepan dengan dia, engkau Tabah kan lah diriku, dan mudah kan lah Aku terimanya dengan seIkhlas hati ku."
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