~ Some days

Yes on some days, the thought cross my mind of how much I miss some of the people that is close in my heart. 
Its easier when they are just a text away... 
But there are some people that are more of a memory. 
At time, I find myself whispering, as if you are next to me....How much I miss you...
and than I shrugged it off....How could I be talking to myself. Its almost an Unconscious state.

and the feeling of getting your text, makes me feel happy...that I am still in your thoughts.....at times makes me feel confuse. Are you still there as you said you will be? or does it mean nothing at all.

I am not expecting much either. Life goes on and everything in life has its wisdom.