~ Mak

so......Mak decided to stay with Abang....
He will be moving to a big landed property
He will be giving Mak her own room on the ground floor
Mak can use all the air con she wants
Mak can have her own garden again. 

suddenly, her promise to me changed....

My heart is broken...
i AM happy for Abang and his family but I really wanted Mak to stay with me

suddenly I question my own intentions....all these while,
its only me and sis who has been going up and down the hospital appointments with Mak...and if Mak has any problems, it was always me that had to listen and help.....

and who does she choose to stay with, not me. 

I had looked forward to have her stay with me..even though our home is not big and we are not wealthy, we are considered OK. Medium. average....
Our house is blessed. We pray.... we go to the masjid....

Yet.....

Its not easy to be truly ikhlas. Especially when we don't feel appreciated. 

Texted Bro K....who understands and gave me some advise....and he also told me....

Just pray for her....Maybe there is Hikmah...
Take care of your children, and Allah will take care of you.....