Words from my Heart...

A Real Ummi… Emotional, Yet the Rock Tired, but keeps on going Worries but full of Hope Impatient, yet Patient Overwhelmed but never quits Amazing even when doubted Wonderful, even in chaos Life Changer, every single day   I read the above somewhere and could not agree more. I tend to be the rock in my family, the scheduler, the one who plots our activities and plans our errands. I instruct, I remind, I activate. I give my opinions, I love, I scold….I am basically a spider with eight legs juggling everything from what food to eat to what to do during our free time… I often think what would happen to the kids, if I am no longer around. How will they survive without me..without my love and opinions? I know, that question itself is already wrong. For there is another that is way more organized.. more loving.. more firm and powerful than me. I leave my worries in HIS hands. Allah HU Rabbi.

Alhamdullilah, Wasyukurilla... Alallamah Habib Umar Bin Muhammad bin Salim bin Hafiz..Ulama' dari Hadramawt, Yaman, telah sampai ke Singapura hari ini.... Hati ini telah niat hendak pergi ke Masjid Sultan untuk majlis utamanya... namun Tuhan lebih mengetahui....  Allah.... Diri ini....Tidak diizinkan kerana datangnya Haidh.  Badan juga rasa letih setelah hampir 2 minggu bermula kerja di pejabat pada jam 7 pagi.  Alhamdullilah juga diri ini beruntung dapat habis kerja jam 4 petang, sesuai sangat untuk hadir Tausiyah oleh Hubabah Nur, isteri kepada Habib Umar.  Acara bermula jam 5 petang tadi di Madrasah Aljunied Al Islamiah berdekatan dengan Masjid Sultan.  Alhamdullilah, Adik bersama Ummi pada waktu itu.....itulah yang buat Ummi syukur sangat.  Inilah sedikit dari Tausiyah Hubabah Nur yang dapat diri ini menulis tadi:  b-ismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīmi بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ "In the name of God, the Most Gra...