Words from my Heart...

The sunset at Jimbaran, Bali...   A beautiful experience,   Looking at the wonders of GOD.   Masya'Allah...I bow my head to my creator...The Creator of this Universe and everything in it.  

It is so disappointing when the person u confided in makes fun of you after you have poured your heart and worries to her. I trusted her, and respected her, so I confided in her. After the whole scare, she said I was dramatic. In fact, I was being me, always thinking of possibilities. It’s just un-avoidable; I am someone who learns from experience and mistakes. Really, I was hurt by her remarks but maybe she just wants me to be stronger and logical... Hubby and I did learn from this episode. To be prepared, and keeping ourselves relevant. Really, it was a miracle. GOD saved us from more problems. Allah is the Master of all Planners. He loves us, so he Test Us.   He Test whom he loves. And we, who claims to have faith, have to act on how we portray ourselves.   I was seriously in tears. My mind was blank. But deep down my heart, I had faith that GOD will bring us through it. And he did. MasyaÁllah! We still can’t forget Adik making doa when she goes in ...

Do not give up in Allah's Bounty Alhamdullilah , our dear car is fine. Mr Mechanic said the tyre just needed to be plastered up abit. Hubby didn't need to pay. I'm Thankful.   And I will never forget what we went through yesterday. 15.10.12 A first for him....A shock for the both of us....and It definitely made us closer and increased our faith in GOD. Alhamdullilah , GOD pulled us out of it by Magrib. A few hours of anxiety and heart break. In this case, the miracles of Allah's Bounty can be seen really fast.   I am so thankful, only GOD knows.   This has made us stronger and wiser. InsyaÁllah.  

Its a new week, the weekend has passed so quickly as always.   Kids playing football at Pasir Ris.. a weekend routine   Abang had his usual swimming lessons at Tampines swimming Pool. He hated his coach for making him do 100 butterfly style with his legs. He didn’t do a hundred anyway when the Coach wasn’t looking.   Angry boy this week. I drove the car alot, hubby was stuck with work and could not bring us on the usual errands. I wasnt focus enough , went up and down a curb, ribbed of the front tyre and scratch the bumper. : ( needless to say, Hubby will make me pay for my mistake. Maybe. I felt some regrets. I could have handled my kids better.   I could have handled the car better. I could have avoided us losing some money unnecessarily. Life teaches us many things, most of the lessons are painful, yet we grow, positively and strongly. I don’t know what phase I am in now. I am in my early 30s, working hard each week, at the same ...