Words from my Heart...

Its Nov 2012 , nearing year end   I will be very busy for the next few weeks,   handling a big project, and we are shorthanded as some staff are clearing leave this year end.   The people around me are busy too. No one is to blame. Everyone is pulling their weight here.   I am multi-tasking, putting on a positive front, but rather unsure if I can pull it through....I am stressed.   Thinking of the kids, will they be neglected? but I am doing all this for them.   Hubby will be doing something  very new next month, also a challenge....I need to be supportive. He needs to be supportive. I hope the kids understand.   May God give us ease to whatever is difficult.   Amiin.

Kids had their first visit to the Dentist...   I must say, they are lucky kids.....Alhamdullilah.   My parents never brought me to a "kids dentist" before.....Dentist in my days were scary, old, and boring.....even Hubby realised that. In our days, our parents wont spend money on our dental visits.   Kids enjoyed their visit, and learnt more about dental care....Dr OK spend alot of time orientating the kids and teaching them about oral hygiene. She also showed them the tools that she would be using to treat their teeth.   Alhamdullilah, both behaved and allowed the dentist to check their teeth.   Abang teeth were good, straight but growing inwards, not outwards... that may be a bit of a problem in future.   Adik on the other hand, had about 3 cavities that needed to be plastered.   All in all, great experience...... we might continue with Dr OK once a year.   xoxo

`~Abangs primary one school books neatly stacked~ It was a good Primary one orientation at Abang's school. The teachers- looked concern and vibrant, the students- courteous and promising, the school- sufficient and condusive. Abang seemed scared at first but calm down after a few games. I loved it that hubby and me tag-team for this task, I handled the administrative matters in the class and hubby went down to the bookshop to buy the books. Later we both went down with Abang to buy his uniforms. When Abang could not fit in size that was bought, I stayed with Abang and Hubby ran up and down to change his shirt and shorts. Its a new phase for us, the primary school phase..... InsyáAllah, May everything goes well. Amiin.

I pen this in my thoughts this morning while on the way to work.... It came about when I remember my dissappointment is some of my friends, a lady who has returned to the ''straight'' path but still continues to smoke occasionally A charismatic boy, single father, from the madrasah but drinks A handsome young man drinking next to his mother and she is quiet who am I to judge? Everyone has a story to tell Thus it’s not fair to judge But a sin is but a sin   And the only way out is repentance They may repent one day, and God will accept it But Me? will I get to repent before my last breath? A thought worth pondering.

The sunset at Jimbaran, Bali...   A beautiful experience,   Looking at the wonders of GOD.   Masya'Allah...I bow my head to my creator...The Creator of this Universe and everything in it.  

It is so disappointing when the person u confided in makes fun of you after you have poured your heart and worries to her. I trusted her, and respected her, so I confided in her. After the whole scare, she said I was dramatic. In fact, I was being me, always thinking of possibilities. It’s just un-avoidable; I am someone who learns from experience and mistakes. Really, I was hurt by her remarks but maybe she just wants me to be stronger and logical... Hubby and I did learn from this episode. To be prepared, and keeping ourselves relevant. Really, it was a miracle. GOD saved us from more problems. Allah is the Master of all Planners. He loves us, so he Test Us.   He Test whom he loves. And we, who claims to have faith, have to act on how we portray ourselves.   I was seriously in tears. My mind was blank. But deep down my heart, I had faith that GOD will bring us through it. And he did. MasyaÁllah! We still can’t forget Adik making doa when she goes in ...

Do not give up in Allah's Bounty Alhamdullilah , our dear car is fine. Mr Mechanic said the tyre just needed to be plastered up abit. Hubby didn't need to pay. I'm Thankful.   And I will never forget what we went through yesterday. 15.10.12 A first for him....A shock for the both of us....and It definitely made us closer and increased our faith in GOD. Alhamdullilah , GOD pulled us out of it by Magrib. A few hours of anxiety and heart break. In this case, the miracles of Allah's Bounty can be seen really fast.   I am so thankful, only GOD knows.   This has made us stronger and wiser. InsyaÁllah.