Words from my Heart...

The sunset at Jimbaran, Bali...   A beautiful experience,   Looking at the wonders of GOD.   Masya'Allah...I bow my head to my creator...The Creator of this Universe and everything in it.  

It is so disappointing when the person u confided in makes fun of you after you have poured your heart and worries to her. I trusted her, and respected her, so I confided in her. After the whole scare, she said I was dramatic. In fact, I was being me, always thinking of possibilities. It’s just un-avoidable; I am someone who learns from experience and mistakes. Really, I was hurt by her remarks but maybe she just wants me to be stronger and logical... Hubby and I did learn from this episode. To be prepared, and keeping ourselves relevant. Really, it was a miracle. GOD saved us from more problems. Allah is the Master of all Planners. He loves us, so he Test Us.   He Test whom he loves. And we, who claims to have faith, have to act on how we portray ourselves.   I was seriously in tears. My mind was blank. But deep down my heart, I had faith that GOD will bring us through it. And he did. MasyaÁllah! We still can’t forget Adik making doa when she goes in ...

Do not give up in Allah's Bounty Alhamdullilah , our dear car is fine. Mr Mechanic said the tyre just needed to be plastered up abit. Hubby didn't need to pay. I'm Thankful.   And I will never forget what we went through yesterday. 15.10.12 A first for him....A shock for the both of us....and It definitely made us closer and increased our faith in GOD. Alhamdullilah , GOD pulled us out of it by Magrib. A few hours of anxiety and heart break. In this case, the miracles of Allah's Bounty can be seen really fast.   I am so thankful, only GOD knows.   This has made us stronger and wiser. InsyaÁllah.  

Its a new week, the weekend has passed so quickly as always.   Kids playing football at Pasir Ris.. a weekend routine   Abang had his usual swimming lessons at Tampines swimming Pool. He hated his coach for making him do 100 butterfly style with his legs. He didn’t do a hundred anyway when the Coach wasn’t looking.   Angry boy this week. I drove the car alot, hubby was stuck with work and could not bring us on the usual errands. I wasnt focus enough , went up and down a curb, ribbed of the front tyre and scratch the bumper. : ( needless to say, Hubby will make me pay for my mistake. Maybe. I felt some regrets. I could have handled my kids better.   I could have handled the car better. I could have avoided us losing some money unnecessarily. Life teaches us many things, most of the lessons are painful, yet we grow, positively and strongly. I don’t know what phase I am in now. I am in my early 30s, working hard each week, at the same ...

Its been a fruitful weekend, again many errands were run, Abang had his swimming lessons again, and I did my normal marketing at my favorite wet Market... I might want to try Yoga, there is True Yoga which just opened really near my block, but I haven't got around in asking for the package price.  As for now, Ive been going to Pasir Ris - Car park field, kicking some balls with hubby and the kids.  I love the feeling of sweat coming out from my head, face and body. It's as if, I released those water retention in this chubby body of mine.  I enjoy the feeling, of having to do what I like, and getting the kids involve in it as well. In this case, its exercise. I love the feeling of spending time with the kids and hubby without anyone in my way. I love the fact that I can be totallly crazy without having anyone judging me.  My kids are my greatest supporters. They love me no matter who I am. They are innocent and pure.  Masya'Allah.... I cant thank All...

The office moved..... somewhere nearer, newer and more convenient I would say with NTUC fareprice just below the building.... I love my new desk and the view. The horizon is far and beautiful. The planes, some big ones pass by near the building and when it rains, i see droplets at the window panes...oh How calming! The lightning has made its grand presence felt and seen too, I saw the a long lightning near at the horizon...and I immediately, I thought of the kids at home... They are scared of the thunder and lightning.... I love my kids, and I try to make them feel better at scary things.... when there is a lightning, I will tell them to zikir Ya Haq. The name of GOD that is TRUE. Haq is a strong AsmaulHusna - feature of Allah thus, the thunder fits it very well. I tell Abang - the thunder is making zikir to Allah... He loves it when I tell him such stories.. Back to my new office, well it makes me want to do better...although I am fine at staying where I am now and just per...

Its been a while..... Masya'Allah..... I can't thank GOD enough for the life he has given me.... At times when I am feeling sullen and fatigue sets in, thoughts of unfortunate people all over the world makes me want to fight on with what I am doing....I read up about the Rohingyas in Burma...gosh that alone made me so thankful at where I am today. Yes, I am a fighter. I realised that. How else would I keep doing what I am doing every day..? Alhamdullilah.... Just wanna be thankful... even when I am sick.... Many woman are fighters... Its good not to sit and complain. Its to make the best of what we have.... So what if we have errands, or if we have to learn something new.. Just DO It !! like Nike's tag...... "Hari Raya" is ending soon.... It has been a nice, tiring one this year. I guess when the kids gets bigger, things will get easier. No more forcing them into their baju kurungs, making sure that they behave at relatives and friends houses, checking o...